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"I don't feel right about this."
8/11/2001

My 'sibling' whom I met roughly a year or so ago has invited me to come to her daughter's party so she can finally meet me. Fine. Last night she tried getting me to spend the night Saturday night. No prior notice. Not fine. Mom was originally going to go with me. Fine. Now she says it might not be a good idea because her mom is going through some bullshit emotional issues and doesn't want to hear the name of our sperm-donor spoken. Not fine.

I feel like they're trying to get me alone for some reason.

I'm not licensed to carry a concealed weapon.

Remind me to remedy that at some point.

I will keep my pepperspray and ten bucks on me, as I don't know how far away she is (I just know she's far). I will get home is something goes down that I don't like.

Cross your fingers they will end early and bring me back home. I don't like staying around a bunch of people I don't know.

And if something does happen, I'm calling my mothersoon as I get there and telling her where I am, so the cops can look there first. I'm also supplying her witht he names of the two people who got me there in the first place.

Paranoid? Probably, but my instincts are not happy, and I usually listen to them.

Anyone who knows a good way to summon a natural disater, feel free. Then I could get out of this crap.

Why don't people understand I don't socialize and I like being abnormal and alone away from large groups? That's what being an introvert is all about.

ISAFU



 Comments: 2 sighs



Well, thanks, Harlen. ^-^ And I try and save them, though I've lost one or two down the road somewhere.

Gen - 8/11/01
( 8:43 p.m. )


As far as introverts go, you're certinally my favorite, Gen.

Hope stuff goes alright for you with this.

Do you save the Mo`re pieces you write? (I think that's who the green below was, anyway. Correct me if I'm wrong.) No real reason for asking... just wondering, I guess.

Harlen - 8/11/01
( 8:07 p.m. )