locuran

"too much thought, not enough wisdom"
04 / 14 / 03

melancholy

I have... a lot on my mind. Yesterday and today were not relaxing as far as RL goes. And I'm troubled by the panic attack, because I don't get those.

Things are confusing, but I don't know if this stems from within or without. Unfortunately, this leads to me being somewhat flakey. At least I know not to try and commit to anything until the situation is a bit more settled.

I would go into detail, but I'm afraid some of it is simply too personal. If this were a pen & paper journal, I still wouldn't write it.

The only calming thing has been the rain, which I will be sad to see end.

If I had a bigger or even separate bedroom, I'd consider yoga meditation right now. I need something to settle the unrest taking root.

There's too much emotional clutter. I'm just not sure how to sort it out at this time.

Your patience and understanding is greatly appreciated.

Sorry, spammers forced my hand. Comments reviewed before being published.

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Just so you know LNchan, we're behind you as always... Take as much time as you need, we're here for you to lean on no matter what, even if it's just to sit and listen to the rain with you... ::hugs::

Mirchan - 04 / 15 / 03
( 6:51 am )

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I don't think that I could say it better than Miracle already has.

I can, however, join in the hugging.

You're always there for all of us, and the potential for an enthusiastic reciprocal will be here, no matter what or how much time you need.

**hugs**

Raine - 04 / 15 / 03
( 5:55 pm )