"Life sucks like a hoover vacuum"
01 / 23 / 03
sympathetic
It's very hard to see a friend who is the least deserving of pain and hardhsip suffering, but knowing I'm about as helpful as a dead flea. Worse when I don't know why, but I feel like an intruder should I ask. I feel online friendships can be just as close as RL ones, but not everyone is me, so they might not feel the same way. I can imagine it's hard for some people to open up when all they really see are words on a monitor with no face or person or even a voice to attach to them.
For me, it's actually quite easy. Go fig.
Mchan, sometimes you just have to take time out for yourself. You're snap otherwise if you don't. Those who truly care will understand. It happens to all of us, whether we like it or not. Don't worry, your friends and family will be there when you are able to give of yourself again. Don't apologize, because there's nothing to apologize for. Everyone needs a chance to recharge for themselves. Even extroverts need to be alone, just to remember that yes, they do prefer being around others.
I wish I could help. You've been a good ear for me during this entire fiasco on this side of the monitor. I know you don't like burdening others (your Hakkai is howing), but just know you do have someone to unload on when you need to.
And now I feel bad about missing last night. Seems a lot of things decided to happen.
Look for tomorrow, as only you can do.
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