"To which I cry as the end draws near"
09 / 27 / 02
General
I've made no plot progress today. I've been running around leveling up and finding things to get the usual ultimate weapon Square has deemed a standard game device toe make you go early grey with. Not to mention, the book says not to to the Hades cup unless the levels are around 60. I'm exactly at 60, but I'm wondering if maybe the book is just scaring me again. It made the two fights with malificent sound like horror incarnate... and frankly, they weren't.
But I know why I'm slowing down all of a sudden. Knowing the end, perhaps subconscously I just don't want to see, then I can pretend it's something else. Or maybe it's the knowing I'll have to wait some years before KH2. I'm wondering if I'll still be a decent player by the time it comes out.
I have to face facts, I'm old. I don't feel sad about this, just perhaps a little regretful because of lack of certain things. but that's neither here nor there.
I'm going to go to the last world, or rather, the End of the World... soon as I can ge the @#$%*! system back. David borrowed it, but when I come out into the living room (mind you, it's my system, not the house), I see some stranger player it. One of David's friends, or maybe a friend of friend.
First, I don't know how many times I've pleaded with the other people in here to tell me when there's someone I don't know in here. I'm in my room most of the time, so I'm not going to know if there's someone there unless I'm told, or I barge out. I don't like surprises, and strange people in my living room are just that.
If David is the type to have people over on a constant basis, I can see I'm going to have to figure out something else, because I can't room with him under those conditions.
::sigh:: Well, let's see if I can retrieve it now. It really is kind of sad, knowing it's coming to a close. But I'm glad I do know how it ends. I can brace myself soemwhat when it comes, the same way I did for FFX.
I'm one of those who prefers to know the end before I play it. I don't like surprises, given I can get much too attached and perhaps too emotional.
Yes, over fictional charas. Real people still annoy me for the most part.
Oh yeah, M-chan, the cosplaylab link? It's just going to a parked domain page now.
Well, off to the End of the World...
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