"Apparently I'm cursed"
11 / 25 / 05
cynical
I had this "fifthy thousand" mini shindy all planned for myself. I was even gong to log onto AIM in mass and try and juggle windows if anyone wanted to talk. MSN, too. I had cake, I had whipped cream, (coudn't hire the guy to eat them off of, but oh well). Life was good.
That was around noon today.
At roughly 2-3, mom gets a call.
My sister decides she wants to visit. You know, THAT sister. The bitch who hasn't bothered speaking to anyone for well over a year, saying everyone "brought out the worst in her." Nevermind that she's the one who pushed everyone away. Nevermind that she's the one who made life a living hell for those 21 years I had to live with her. But I digress. When she claims everyone brings out her worst, I will never in fact refer to myself, simply because at the time she said it, I had ceased any and all communication for 2-3 years myself. How can someone who doesn't talk to you have an effect on your life, unless you just can't let go. But, I'm rambling again.
To top it all off, roughly an hour ago, M-unit and B-unit leave with Evil-unit to go over to granny-unit. (Not my unit, that one. It's a branch of the Evil-unit.) I try to sleep for lack of energy. (Just being that close to her zaps my strength.) And what happens? I'm getting phonecall after phonecall from M-unit telling me what to tell my S-unit when she gets here. But wait, my younger sister doesn't like walking up the stairs, and will just honk and wait for the M-unit to come down. So yes, me who had been wearing nothing but her exercise shorts and a bra must now wake up, throw something on, and tromp down there to deliver a message that M-unit should've just called the S-unit directly and told her without making me the middle man.
There was no joy in LN's room, tonight. Tried to explain to M-unit the signifiance of NaNo and crossing 50k, but was suitably brushed off. Grated, I don't try very hard about getting her opinion or attention on anything I do. There's no point. I'm surprised she said she hopes I can go somewhere with the whole Uni of Phoenix thing. I wonder if she realises that if I can do that, I'm so out of here. ::shrugs::
Tomorrow, I start going over a list of all the things I neglected during NaNo.
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...I think you need this. A lot.
**HUGS TIMES A BILLION**
When family is shitty, that just sucks the fun out of everything. **snuggles** I hope something good happens to you to make you feel better very, very soon.
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I salute thee with our leftover apple pie and whipped cream!
Woooohooooo!!!!
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( 8:04 pm )