"Weird Reality"
01 / 05 / 05
indescribable
Before I get knee deep into this particular post, some replies.
First, thanks for all the ant suggestions. I'm going to start with the link from Kalli just because those items tend to be cheaper than actual poisons. However, I'm not above using poisons, so Moonchan, if you remember the name, I'd appreciate it.
Mina: I'm very happy your package made it there okay. And surprised, since you're the first person I heard from. (So I'm guessing you got yours first, weird.) And I thought I sent an email about the fic, but guess it was eaten. So just to recap, I was quite happy with it, and think you did a wonderful job. As for the CD, little problem there... it's been misplaced. I know the general area of where it is, just not the exact location. Should hopefully find it today.
Now then, to the weirdness. It seems my sperm-donor died last Sunday. By all real accounts, I wouldn't have found out if my maternal aunt hadn't called my brother. I'm not close to my father's family at all, thanks mostly to his own doing.
What makes this weird is that neither my brother nor mother were sure about telling me the news at all, and really, I don't understand why. I was never close to him. He saw to that. He had a distinct gender preference to his sons, and even there, he was a rotten father. So really, I don't feel anything about the news, and I don't get why either thought I'd react any different than what I did.
I do regret one thing, I don't think I'll make it to the funeral. The only reason I'd go, however, isn't a nice one. I want to see just how badly people are going to lie and say what a "good person" he is, while contemplating the notion of going up and saying the truth. (I'm sure they'd kick me out of the church, but there you are.)
So I'm down to one living parent, though in all honesty, all I ever had was the one. And while she can frustrate me to hell and back, I do appreciate her being in my life.
Sorry, spammers forced my hand. Comments reviewed before being published.
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I'll look in on the poison.
Sorry that you weren't closer to him.. well that he was a prick and wouldn't let you be close to him. Pardon my french.
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Just wanted to let you know that in my mail today I got your package! Am I the second? Maybe!! Yay! Anywase, you are so awesome. This stuff is really cool. And the pecker pops amuse me to no end. They're so cute! I'm going to try the tea later. Hope it's good! Thank you sooo much! (and btw, I think I'm going to end up getting you something else for christmas than what i planned because i still haven't heard anything from that seller. I'm very pissed off. I don't know when I'll get it or mail it, but I'll let you know so you can expect it) Thanks again!!
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