"Bleh, and bleh some more"
05 / 14 / 04
lethargic
I haven't been in a writing mood since March, I think. I haven't been in a real good creative mood about anything for longer. And you know? I DON'T like it. But I have no clue what the hell to do about it.
Asshat lost the pithless job he had today. His own fault. Short story, he's a dumb fuck. Longer version: quality control chewed him out over something, (probably running his mouth when he shouldn't have been, as usual), and as per their regs, wrote up a report that he was supposed to sign. He refused, which equals insubordination. Duh. All he had to do was make a note saying he was signing under duress, then go complain to his supe. There's procedures to follow, after all. But no, he thinks he knows how to handle it. This is one individual I will not miss once I remove him from my life. (And I don't think I'd miss him that much if he were removed of his own life.)
Bah, hate this lacklustre of creativity. I know I still have an imagination, just seem to have lost the ability to tap into it.
On to the social part:
Kit: Got the CDs, thank you. Now I just have to sit myself down and look at them.
Kalli: Actually, I have Eerie Queerie #1. I'm still waiting on RightStuf to send EQ #2. They're taking their sweet time. I may just start going to a bookstore, except that usually requres a bus trip, something I loathe, especially in the recent heat out here. (Just another thing to blame the asshat for.) Have you read Demon Diary? Think of Gravitation, only replace the music aspect with magic. /^-^\ I swear Raenef and Shuichi are alike. As for the Gravi anime, I actually got the fansubs sometime in 2001, though I'm still getting the DVDs. I want to see how the dubs sound (I'm a dubhead, personally). Though I'm happy to have learned that they left all the music in Japanese.
Ah well, I suppose I shall return to my solitary rut and try and figure a way out of it. (Fat chance of that, though.)
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Yep, I've read DD. I need to re-read it all though, in order, now that it's done and will make better sense. I remember getting really lost in vol. 3. I may write something for the series someday... if a bunny so bites me.
My current writing goal is 15 minutes per day -- you could at least try that. Even if you do turn out dreck, it's better than nothing. (I'm not sure that came out right!)
Also, and I know I should probably drag this somewhere more private, but could you do something with the, um, exceptionally confused people on the yaoiville.net mailing list. I'm rather close to yelling, lots.
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